help me I feel so confussed and alone..
hello everyone, I have been seeing energy for only a month now, I see a white aura around everything from chairs to people, to my dogs everything has it around it.. like I can see the energy that objects and humans and animals have..
If I smoke pot or have A beer (one) it gets worse.. It's hard to concentrate talking to another human being when I see rainbow like lights around them flying around and see them with an aura of white light all the time.. I see my pictures and can't recognize myself.. I feel lost, I didn't ask for this.. I have an extremely high IQ and am a smart person, but this is way beyond anything my intelect can deal with..
I have even felt suicidal at times, or felt that maybe this is a message that my time is almost up and it freaks me out.. I have nightmares a lot, I see different things with my eyes closed that I didn't use to see. I see myself in the mirror and I see myself covered in this energy aura and it depresses me.. It's like I'm losing myself.. I have no mental issues, I don't take any hard core drugs.. when this started happening I could feel pain and energy in the palms of my hands.. feet, the crown of my head, my forehead, and my back..
if any of you are familiar with this feeling, and seeing balls of light.. rainbow-like patterns, eyes on the walls (that was horrible it lasted about a week but I have focused on ingnoring them), and most of all see people covered with a white like aura.. please let me know..
I don't know what to do or where to go from here.. thanks a lot.. I apriciate you taking the time in reading this. God bless..
Dear Allie you could learn to utilise this gift and become a healer if you so wish. Diferent colours usualy mean different things and you can start learning with yourself. You say you feel depressed? What colours do you see around yourself? You will notice that the colours change with different emotions and moods. Try and do some reaserch on this and you could start to enjoy your gift. What colours do you see around your friends? Ask them how they feel? Google aura healing and colours and see what you can learn.
To make sure that it is not a medical problem have yourself checked out by a medical profesional for circulation problems can give a sensation of pins and needles or the sensation of something crawling starting with the hands, feet and head...they are the furthest from the heart. Low blood suger also causes the same symptoms so make sure you have a bit of protein before bedtime to balance the sugar. A glass of milk will do just fine or a piece of cheese. Cut your intake of sugary foods. Even the visual disturbances can be atributed to circulation or other problems. Try to keep a food diary and see what you ate on the days that you feel more depressed. By cutting out that certain food you could change how you feel.
If you get a clean bill of health and none of this applies to you than good for you know that it truly is a gift and it would be wonderful if you learned to utilise it.
answered 17 Sep '11, 03:59
i had a teacher once that said he saw the same things you just described. i dont think it should scare you or make you uncomfortable. i think maybe you're just seeing peoples energy sources. like what really makes them who they are. i dont think its anything to worry about. not only that, but i wish i could "see energy" heres a post that may be similar to what you're saying http://www.inwardquest.com/questions/504/why-do-i-see-hear-and-feel-energy
well it is perfectely normal there is nothing to fear. but if you take drugs it will accentuate the problem. you could compare using drugs to a pack of dynamite to get you out of a car because you do not know how to open the door. it will get you out but in what state. my advice is experience learn and grow from it and enjoy.
also i have added this to help you out.
Drugs are a very interesting topic when looked at from a metaphysical point of view. While they impact on the nervous system in a profound way, they also affect subtle bodies and states of consciousness immensely. The changes in states of consciousness caused by drugs are the reason for their widespread recreational use and provide many users with different perspectives on the World. Many of the feelings encountered through drug use are very similar to states of consciousness achieved by spiritual seekers and meditators throughout the World. States that we feel in between lives while exploring higher dimensions can be synthetically created with the right mixture of chemicals.
the only difference is that the spiritual seeker and meditators drive the experience(natural). the drug user take a free ride with out having enuff control(chemicaly enhance).
Although the states of consciousness achieved through drug use may feel similar to these higher dimensional states they are not the same because the ego is still playing a large part in the user’s orientation. It is possible to have real spiritual awakenings as a result of drugs but sometimes these actually lead to a further solidification of the ego. As the states are achieved through drugs and not by clearing and raising the vibration of the subtle bodies, the end result is a more chaotic and crystallized astral body which can even become cracked or begin to shatter as a result of the sudden raise in vibration caused by the drug. The possible dangers of drug use are damage to the astral body, loss of large amounts of jing, a weakening of the etheric, disorganization and damage to the chitta, spontaneous kundalini bursts and sudden incarnation of parts of the light body which have very high vibration. These dangers run along side the physical damage that can be caused to the brain, nervous system, internal organs and glands.
The most dangerous drugs in terms of damage to the astral body and chitta are hallucinogens like LSD or Magic Mushrooms. The states of consciousness induced by these drugs can be very high and can cause the light body to strongly incarnate into the astral body. As it does so the much higher vibration of the light body with its various structures of spinning light impacts into the astral and thereby increases its vibration very suddenly. If the astral body has weak spots or holes the light body will impact further and if it also has dense crystallizations it can crack and begin to shatter. As a result the individual may have an amazing spiritual awakening but when the drug wares off the light body will move back out and the astral will slow down again. If broken the astral body will never again be the way it was before the trip. Repair could take a very long time even with the right practices.
Other drugs such as ecstasy, other amphetamines and cocaine can cause the same type of problem but it's not as likely to be so sudden. The raise in vibration will not be as high with these drugs but when continually used the astral body can become very disorganized leading to a psychotic episode which may have the same results. These drugs when used repeatedly can cause holes and weak spots to become worse and crystallizations to become more brittle. This combination opens the ego structure up to possible psychosis.
Ecstasy is probably the worst drug of all when it comes to physical brain damage. As it releases huge amounts of serotonin from serotonin neurons it actually destroys the neurons. This destruction can be very quick and the implications are massive. Keep on taking ecstasy and pretty soon you will have very few serotonin circuits left and you are destined for depression. The lack of serotonin will prevent parts of the chitta from incarnating into the brain and so a disconnection from parts of your personality (located in the chitta) can occur. Repair of such brain damage is usually seen as impossible so if you do nothing it will not repair. I believe however that a regeneration of brain cells is possible through meditation and raising sexual energy into the brain. If this is possible it will take a lot of work and a full recovery may still not be possible.
Marijuana is also a very powerful drug, these days often made extremely potent with hydroponics. This drug can cause the same types of problems as the amphetamines but it will generally take longer and the threat is not as strong for some people. Depending on the make-up of your subtle bodies, marijuana may not be very dangerous or it could be quite a bad idea. If you become extremely paranoid it’s time to stop. If extreme negative symptoms occur with its use you can be sure that it is damaging you astral body and chitta which could lead to psychosis.
All street drugs have the potential to cause serious problems but the danger is far greater for certain people depending on how their subtle bodies are structured. Trying drugs is not necessarily a bad thing as they can certainly open your mind and show you other states of consciousness, possibly helping you to remember some of your higher and inter-dimensional aspects, but there is a risk that using a drug once could cause serious damage that cannot be fixed in this lifetime. It is a choice you make and you are responsible for it, whereever it might lead. To keep on using drugs is always bad for your subtle bodies and will not speed up your spiritual transformation. It is best not to use drugs at all, especially as you can reach higher consciousness without them and clear all the pain that you want to escape from. Drugs are not an escape but make things worse. With spiritual practices you can escape for real; ecstasy can be yours.
I would like to suggest a book for you to read, Welome To The Fifth Dimension written by Diane LeBlanc as channelled by Gaia. I feel it can answer a lot of questions you might have.You can read some of it online, if you google the title. Have fun. love and light
answered 17 Sep '11, 20:01
I was watching a video on Youtube get some refrence for another question-In the interveiw Lynn Mc Taggart quotes Fritz-Albett Popp (about four minutes in to the video) and in the wiki article about him there are studies which
have to do with light and how organism emit it.
answered 17 Sep '11, 21:32
i have seen the energy of trees, animals, people and random objects for so long... i don't even remember when i started seeing them.
i wish i could see more colors easily, but i have to focus REALLY hard. I see the white glow around everything and everyone very easily and i can see my own easily also. I love being able to see the glow. when people are very excited or passionate about w/e their glow grows it's awesome to see.
don't be scared, it's just your body growing and being able to see things differently than other people. some people you can relate to. like myself. it's not going to hurt you or anything. so just keep enjoying your life and doing have nightmares because of your gift.
the gift of sight. to see energy. some people don't even believe in this energy we can see and speak of. BUT WE SEE IT, it IS THERE! so treasure your life and all gifts not just this one :)
blessed be! <3
answered 19 Sep '11, 06:45
Hey Jinxx can try contacting Howard Brockman, creator of DEH - Dynamic Energy Healing. He is a loving helpful Soul who is familiar with such things and has training in many modalities to support your unfolding. Howard himself sees auras, subtle bodies, etc., and is super intuitive, he runs a school for psychologists to help them develop skills like yours:-) He can work with you in person or over ths phone. - also you can take his affordable courses to learn more.
Best of luck, Gary
answered 27 Nov '11, 05:23