I'd like to talk over my last night's experience, but not really sure who of the folks here can possibly relate, so I'm letting it out like this.
For some time I have been coming out of the hurricane to its calm eye now, grasping for unbiased point of balance between the worlds of duality. It's also been some time since I find it hard to express anything using words, regardless of how sophisticated or fancy ones I use, the actual experience cannot be transcribed through such a primitive mean of communication. And I find them rather unhelpful and unnecessary most of the time.
Anyway, last night I came home and bit tired I decided to take a nap. I slept for a few hours and I woke similarly with my roommate, or his noise making woke me, but I was up. For the first time in my life though, I couldn't not think of anything. I unsuccessfully attempted to create a sentence in my mind, and a question afterwards, but it just wasn't possible. I couldn't name objects on my table or anywhere around me. Instead, it appeared to me as if each object was a jar and I sensed the content/nature of its filling. And anything that was brought to my attention either visually or phonetically connected to that sensing stream right away.
I was excited, but not in the way you are excited about something new. It felt natural and not foreign at all. I had smile on my face as if I had smoked a bag of weed and drank bottle of vodka. I dwell in this state for a few more moments, when my roomie turned on tv and as I heard the dialogue and words being spoken my mind woke up and words, thoughts and ideas started coming back to me. I felt them choking that excitement and pushing it away. And the more words kept coming, the closer to insanity I was. When at last, I couldn't "connect" to anything, I was fully back to thoughts and reason.
Later that night I had a meaningless conversation with my roommate, talking about his work and I felt it was empty talk as inside I still felt the high effect and was still grinding for no other reason.
Not really sure what has happened or how it came to that, but it was splendid experience. And while I don't doubt it's gonna happen again, or am I in hurry to speed its happening up, I'd like to know if there's anyone who can relate to that, in hopes of shedding more light onto the event itself.
asked 18 Dec '12, 08:14
this is one of the greatest experiences i have heard of. This must have been so exiting. although i never have had the exact same thing, i did have similar experiences. ones where i didn't connect to anything in the physical world. It was so great and most people i tried to tell said I must have a brain tumor or that i was finally loosing it. LOL. but i thought, i wished that everyone could enjoy this at least once in their life so that they may see how unimportant this matrix truly is and start connecting with their true selves, instead of what they are told they are... congratulations brother. I hope for you this happens again. Let me know if you ever find a way to connect to it with a certain idea, mindset, or technique. LOVE.
love n light
answered 18 Dec '12, 08:21
TReb Bor yit-NE
it is our intellect that rests
if it is not sufficiently awake
answered 21 Dec '12, 19:56
yes YES it happens randomly but a few times.it happens at awkward times like CHURCH couldn't form language in my head even..you described it well .even now since have a stutter when certain subjects come up any input please
answered 22 Dec '12, 00:05
Dark Angel Rose
If you are seeing this message then the Inward Quest system has noticed that your web browser is behaving in an unusual way and is now blocking your active participation in this site for security reasons. As a result, among other things, you may find that you are unable to answer any questions or leave any comments. Unusual browser behavior is often caused by add-ons (ad-blocking, privacy etc) that interfere with the operation of our website. If you have installed these kinds of add-ons, we suggest you disable them for this website