This past week was crazy. I found myself facing one bad thing after another. Some of this stuff I was dealing with was related to some of my fears and old wounds. I felt like the world was against me. It's been a bumpy ride. I've been using energy clearing methods non-stop like a mad man. I finally feel at peace. Some old negative emotions came up during this weeks test.
I gave into some old habitual patterns of behavior, but I kept clearing even after that. I'm wondering If still have a chance to pass this test or if I failed. I don't even know if there is such a thing as a test.
I'm starting to think there is no failing a test as long as you make an effort to clean it up. I know for a fact that Bashar believes in spiritual testing. I'm starting to feel at peace regardless of my current circumstances even thought they haven't changed much. I'm wondering if I'm passing , if I failed or if I still have more to go.
I don't feel so bad anymore. Maybe this means that I passed and still have more to go.
MY situation hasn't changed much but I still feel better.
I don't know if I'm truly satisfied with my situation or not. I just had a hunch to write this post.
every day is a chance to
answered 27 Jan '15, 07:35
If you are spiritually tested, who is the one testing you?
is it someone on the outside or someone on the inside?
"When you make the two into one, and when you make the inner like the outer and the outer like the inner, and the upper like the lower, and when you make male and female into a single one, so that the male will not be male nor the female be female, when you make eyes in place of an eye, a hand in place of a hand, a foot in place of a foot, an image in place of an image, then you will enter [the kingdom]."
Don't lie, and don't do what you hate, because all things are disclosed before heaven. After all, there is nothing hidden that will not be revealed, and there is nothing covered up that will remain undisclosed."
you can spend your life trying to look good on the outside to satisfy every one else. but if you are not able to satisfy your self and get to know the reel you and be the reel you is it worth it? if I phrase it another way if you do not please your self when you look at your self how can you please other? then you are a fake to your self and other? if someone on the outside is a fake to himself and to you will you like it?
the simple fact that you ask if you are tested is it not that you seek someone else approval?
when you will know thyself you shall not need to ask for other approvals you will know your self enough to see your self properly and make your choice properly. other person approvals will become secondary to you. not that they will not be important but they will be important for different reason. when you understand your self you will understand other. let there be among you a person of understanding.
that is probably the best test of all. you see you need to know thyself to be thyself. how can you be thyself if you seek other approvals with out knowing thyself?
meditate on this. you will see that it makes sense.
"If your leaders say to you, 'Look, the (Father's) kingdom is in the sky,' then the birds of the sky will precede you. If they say to you, 'It is in the sea,' then the fish will precede you. Rather, the (Father's) kingdom is within you and it is outside you.
When you know yourselves, then you will be known, and you will understand that you are children of the living Father. But if you do not know yourselves, then you live in poverty, and you are the poverty."
if you say I all ready know all of this. then why did you ask the question? is it really a hunch?"Have you found the beginning, then, that you are looking for the end? You see, the end will be where the beginning is.
also included this video for you: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i44Je2OBcIc
Let the old man heavy with days hesitate not to ask the little child of seven days about the Place of Life, and he will live!
a little child of seven days told you this so that you may find the place of life.
Let there be light. be the light that you can be. experience and enjoy.
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