I hear there are no limitations. That whatever I can imagine and whatever desire the universe inspires in me, it can fulfill. Well I can imagine and I desire to turn back time to when I was still a teenager. A few years ago I would cry to sleep every night begging to wake up in the past. I would only manage to fall asleep because at some point I soothed myself with the thought that things were ok and that God would transport me back in time and I would not have to wake up in this life another day. I would also visualize myself back in the past with intensity for long periods of time, not as an "exercise to manifest", just because it was such an intense desire, it was like visualizing a sexual fantasy just for the thrill of it.
I only managed to let go of that when I started to explore the idea that if God could turn back time for me, surely he could fix my life without having to turn back time. I started to dream a better future; but that better future remained a dream. These days I have trouble dreaming a better future again because I feel burdened by my life history and I am attracted again to the thought of turning back time.
A few years ago I got into my mind that I wanted to be a model. I don't mean I wanted to check this off a list of things to do, I mean I wanted to be a model within the context of what the word meant in my mind. The simplest way to describe that context is that I wanted to be a top model. When I focused on the idea it made me feel that God loved me and that things were alright, it made me feel that life was good and that focus would wash away the negative feelings I had.
There is more to my experiences than that, but I don't want to write an autobiography, I'm just trying to illustrate what I mean. I am negative here because I feel the universe has given me desires, very, very, VERY strong desires, that it isn't willing to fulfill. I feel toyed with. When I post here, I am basically asking God to sooth my fear that he is not listening to me or that he doesn't care. I'm trying to cope with the panic of feeling like I am just crazy and alone, that I am just a pathetic loser with delusional dreams that are not meant for me, that needs to learn to accept his place in life as a pathetic loser.
I am trying so hard to find a bright side to things and not sink in despair. Are my desires simply delusional? How do you separate a desire worth having from a desire that will just bring you pain because it will never be fulfilled?
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It's insane not to want too much, or rather it's not insane to have too much, abundance is our inheritance, our birthright ...
When you focus on the things that you are grateful for, it opens you to the source of all those things that came into your life. It also removes the ego, which is a nice way of getting in touch with your spirit. You cannot have ego, identity and feel grateful at the same time. The highest level of gratitude is the gratitude for existence itself. When you say thank you god just for making me just as i am and that is enough for you, you reach the highest level of gratitude. It took approximately 14 billion years to create you and me. We are all made of stardust. Recognizing the source of your identity, that you are a stardust luminous being that has become self aware, because the univese wantd to become self aware through your nervous system, is the highest form of gratitude. Not only being grateful for what you have, but also for what you are.
ref; Deepak Chopra Abundance Consciousness
Hello my friend. I will try to cover every aspect here. It is great to address this for u as well. I hope it helps u find some balance. I am sending u love very often and hopefully u will accept this love and use it for ur benefit. Let us start here.
Your quote" what whatever I can imagine and whatever desire the universe inspires in me, it can fulfill" This is true, but it has limits. Limits of what 1st of all the universal rules set within its own beliefs, the 10th Density galactic consciousness, the collective conciseness and its own structure of beliefs and also all of the oversoul's that make the collective call "gia" or earth. After these restrictions, there is your own personal beliefs. If you approach anything mentally, with intellect instead of heart, you will always be pulled back into this collective consciousnesses rules. To make your own rules or to bend the rules it is only by your beliefs. And these must be from the heart. Not the ego, or mind. The ego is the part of ur soul that is made within the matrix, and this part of ur physical self integrated with your soul, is the part that adores physical existence. It is a part of us that is no longer needed. It tells us that we are physical and not divine in nature. It limits you. These beliefs must be from ur heart. If u overanalyze it will not do the manifesting any good. This brings us to manifesting in general. It is not as simple as most think. Want it, get it, is a clear understatement. We have spoke before of the ideas of being exited. Doing everything in every area of wanting to do what ur passion is. But if the outcome of being a model is the only part of being one that excites you, well it will not work out so well in a manifesting. If you do not enjoy just the aspect of doing what models do, then it is harder. If you wish abundance and money and sexual prowess, then it is not only modeling that can get you there. When you make yourself believe that this is the ONLY way to go, this feeds into your beliefs and then makes it your only possibility, and limits you severely.
As for god. For me I do not see God as a driving force more than the force of creation and consistent gift of love and light, this would make me believe that he has no biases on what we do or do not do. It was once explained to me that love and light is a constant, that it is great gift. But also understanding that we may take or deny this gift. The only true test of us giving or receiving it is through using the love for ourselves. It sounds selfish to some when I say use it for urself, but it is the truth. We have to be able to make this gift useful. If we attempt to love those around us, but not ourselves first, well it will not work. It is a reality of manifesting from the inside to the outside. It is only the caliber of how we are able to perceive ourselves of being worthy of that love and light(wisdom). He will not step in and do anything for us, and this includes preventing us form doing it for ourselves. This is the law of free will.
About dropping that hope for a better future, it is as simple as disconnecting the ideas of what happened in the past forms and molds the future. It does not work this way. It is literally an infinite amounts of future and and past that occur. It is only the vibration of the energy of now that links you directly to the past and future. Understanding the way we experience time, and this not being the true nature of time, is also very important. (SEE MORE ABOUT THIS IDEA ON MY POST AND OTHERS HERE.) When u see this and understand that the past is not really have anything to do with the now, and building a future is not a trueness, only living in the now, in excitement and in the intent of making your life good NOW. This is the true key. The manifesting that you have tried and failed in is based upon these ideas alone. Thinking of forming a past, and thinking of how the past has defeated you, this is where all of your focus is and this is why the now seems so hard. It is like this as an example. If you have to drink a gallon of water to yourself ( living in the now ) but you give a friend a quarter of this ( focusing on the past ) and another friend another quarter. ( focusing on the future ) and yet one more friend another quarter ( having worry and concern for both past, future, and now ), well now you only have one quarter of the waters gallon to drink. You have literally given away the thing u need most. (yourself and focus). This is very important to understand in the heart and not just in the mind.
NO DESIRE is delusional as long as there is balance and understanding. If you go against who or what you are, then it is not likely to do anything in ways of manifesting. It is about being yourself. Being able to place yourself in the now at all times, and not giving it away. Also, it is about not stepping into somthing just because of the last result of it, it is about doing what you want because you will find joy in ALL aspects of what you are doing, and THEN and only then can you find true joy and feelings of fulfillment. Abundance is what we make of it. It can be money and fame and feelings of sexuality, but if it is this alone you want, you can not only limit yourself to this line of thoughts alone. The more that you accept as possibilities, the more one or another will manifest for you. I know we have covered allot of these ideas, in fact I do not even know if all things in here we have covered it or not. But I hope there is somthing new here. I hope there is somthing that you can hold on to that helps u here my dear brother. I do love you and I hope that this can help.
Love n light
answered 17 Mar '13, 15:20
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He is listening, and cares, but perhaps He is waiting to hear the right things from you. Perhaps He is waiting to hear you Praise Him! Yes, Praise Him! Say ,"Thank you for my life. Thank you for my food. Thank you for everything I already have."
He is not a robot, nor is He Santa Claus. He is God. He will supply ALL your needs, as long as you are in His Kingdom. Are you? Are you really?
If you are content with what you have, more will be given to you. Otherwise, it is stagnation, I am afraid.
I learned all of this from Wade and from our pastor, who is an incredible man who really knows God. Take my advice, and heed them.
answered 17 Mar '13, 02:47
Hi, I would suggest it is more insane to want nothing more. I believe no matter how content we are, there will always be things that we desire. That desire does not need to rule our life, but I believe it is there in all of us. What is 'too much' anyway? Too much to one person, may be peanuts to another.
Much love, Lindsay
answered 17 Mar '13, 20:26
A short summary of my thoughts after reading your question flow. I hope in some odd way you find it helpful - it's an original.
"The dream is the small hidden door in the deepest and most intimate sanctum of the soul, which opens to that primeval cosmic night that was soul long before there was conscious ego and will be soul far beyond what a conscious ego could ever reach." ~ Carl Jung, The Meaning of Psychology for Modern Man
Hey - did I channel Carl Jung? I thought of cruising the Cosmo's like 8 hours ago ................. coincidence? I wonder.... hmm?
to clarify & not confuse -
meaning I'm nuts; your not.
We live in a world that is held together by rational connections. That which is logical/ reasonable is acceptable. That which is not reasonable is not acceptable. The world of sanity.
If you understand that you are insane, then you are thinking appropriately & are - therefore, NOT insane. You can only be psychotic/crazy - if in actuality - you believe that you are not.
I choose to cruise the cosmos....... and am leaving now to celebrate the Spring Equinox of 2013 & not sure when I will return!
answered 20 Mar '13, 05:09
to want to grow or unfold
answered 20 Mar '13, 20:37
You're in a tough situation. You're miserable because you didn't get what you wanted out of life. The key is to figure out exactly what you want in your fantasies and how you can still get as much of that as you can. Start by figuring out why you're unhappy with your life. What do you want from it that you're not getting? Write down specific list. Now figure out what you can do to achieve each item. You can do research or ask for advice. If you don't think you can achieve some items, set more modest goals. As you achieve them, you'll have more experience and will be able to set more ambitious ones. You'll feel better everyday you get closer to your goals, and you'll probably start sleeping better.
Example- 1. You're fantasizing about being a teenager because you're unhappy about getting older. 2. You want to look and feel younger. This gives you a better chance of acting, modeling, dating, etc. 3. You can achieve this with good nutrition, drinking more water, getting regular exercise, and sleeping 7-8 hrs/night.
Just ask if you want any info about nutrition and exercise. You can significantly improve your health, fitness, and appearance with lifestyle changes.
Wanting "too much" means you aren't happy with where you are. So you need to want "more and more" to compensate for the lack that you feel in your life.
answered 18 Mar '13, 01:49
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