I have been in a rather interesting situation as of late, and have been loving my life, even though the physical circumstances haven't YET changed. However, as amazingly happy as i have been, my circumstances have gotten even worse. I was a caretaker for my elderly parents - full time - and they have both passed on. I'm 48 - have been out of the workforce for a while, and have zero luck in finding a job - so far. However, I kept to a daily prayer time, and God led me to do some writing, and i've been over the moon - completely fulfilled with a purpose that i've never had before. My money ran out, i have no "physical" way to pay my rent, or bills or unfortunately - buy food. So regardless of how joyous i have been, things have gotten rather worse... so i guess i have 2 questions really, Number 1. is that normal? Does it truly get darker before the dawn? or have i still been thinking about what i don't have - and i have been genuinely happy, really feeling it. I'm writing here now, cause i've been reading, looking for some answers... And with zero food (except for coffee! thank God for coffee - and i do have some butter... lol) obviously my situation required a step up. So i spent all day today in prayer, and i actually got excited about having food! hahah (food supply's been really low, just completely ran out today) after doing this i walked up to the shop i usually go to, i walked in... all the while believing it was done! I had food! thank God, immediately on entering the store, i grabbed a basket and in it someone had left a bulging wallet - bulging with money. I didn't keep it of course, because HELLO!? karma - so this leads to question Number 2. WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT? i needed money - i'm hungry - and there it was and it wasn't MINE... how in the heck did i DO THAT? any insights, i'm open, because let me tell ya, i was SEVERELY tempted to keep that money... again, if i hadn't been physically hungry, i wouldn't have thought twice.. I thought it was kind of a mean trick, and being a rather big fan of Neville - i guess it's a trick i played on myself? errmmmm again any insight?
asked 24 Feb '14, 18:08
You are always manifesting, always, you cannot turn that off. Every single thing that happens in your reality is created by you. I would say you have some 'practiced thoughts' (limiting beliefs) on the subject of money that are not serving you.
Hey, the good news is you asked for money, it was vibrationally given instantly and then it was 'physically' given. If you had been in alignment with receiving money today the owner of the wallet would have been an affluent person that was so grateful to get his wallet back - as it was a special gift from his wife and it meant a lot to him, sentimentally - that he emptied it out and gave you all the cash as a thank you, he would not take no for an answer! "Please take this money, thank you so much, thank you!!"
There is so much advice on this very site to improve your vibration on resistant subjects so I would start by playing with some of those processes, to shift some of those thought patterns away from lackful thoughts to thoughts of having.
More good news for you, you don't have to spend your time in a job at the moment so you can use that time to play with your thoughts on a regular basis. It is really, really easy to shift thoughts from a resistant place. Don't think of it as a chore. Focus on the ease, think 'it's just a thought I keep thinking and when I shift the thought my outside life will change', it's simple, and effortless and I can do it. It's a game, all of your reality is a game, controlled by YOU. :) :) So, play with it, have fun and remember that it can all change in an instant! Good luck :)
answered 24 Feb '14, 18:32
If you're a fan of Neville then you know he states "You don't need to know how it works, just that it does work!"
I had a similar experience where I was asking for money and I went to the grocery store and was at a self checkout machine because the lineups were too long at the cashiers. At these machines you can also withdraw money from your bank account like an ATM machine. As I was scanning my groceries I looked down at the money slot and there was $40 just sitting there forgotten and left behind from another customer. I took the $40 and gave it to the lady who was monitoring the terminals and said "someone left this behind" and she said "Oh! Aren't you honest! Most people would take the money and run."
Some time had passed (days? weeks?) and I was asking for money. Then I had a strange vision, or dream, where I saw several people looking confused and looking at each other like they didn't understand me? Then finally saying to me "But the last time we gave you money.......you returned it!?" I know this sounds very comical but I understood in that moment that whether you're experiencing guilt, karma, or trying to be honest person.....you're actually returning their gift they lovingly sent to you and saying "No Thanks."
answered 26 Feb '14, 11:37
Now you say you spent almost your whole day doing prayer time and that you have no money right, maybe it's time to learn about God and Jesus for "This means eternal life, their coming to know you, the only true God, and the one whom you sent forth, Jesus Christ" John 17:3 because "Happy are you who are poor, for yours is the kingdom of God. Happy are you who hunger now, for you will be filled" Luke 6:20-21... bro what you did was righteous and honest. I can tell that since you in your hunger didn't even steal to keep your self alive, your a trustworthy person, and I hope God will lead you into the living water of Jesus Christ so you can love God, Jesus, and your neighbor, so you can have true happiness in your life my friend. I been in the dark side(fights, immorality, hate, anger) and I felt the light( the sayings and commandments of God and Jesus) and I tell you that Justice is lovely. Not the kind of justice that people come up with, but the natural justice, the one that flows through God unto the people. For when people act in accord to God's will, they experience a harmony that is simply amazing, cause God is taking care of you.
answered 27 Feb '14, 02:39