Some time ago, when I was in a fairly horrible place, I was focusing on a desire and partly manifested it, but realised that I was manifesting something I was not happy with. I changed my focus and moved away from this area of focus - not totally, because this is a complex issue - but I did stop 'desiring' this thing.
Some time later this thing showed up again in my reality and I viewed it as an opportunity given to me by the Universe to clarify my desires. Almost "are you sure you don't want this any more?". I was not in any way unhappy about this and just reiterated to myself that I don't want this any more and what I do want.
It showed up again and I viewed it in exactly the same way and then sort of forgot about it. It is part of a bigger, more complex situation, but this particular thing just kind of calmly disappeared.
Then it showed up again. Now I know the Universe does not need to be told what we want, and I have been pretty clear in my mind about this. So why is it still showing up? It can only be because I am attracting it in a subconscious way - right? But then, how do I get rid of this? Or do we desire something, focus on it, and then you get it, whether you still want it or not? I was pretty disappointed when it showed up again because I thought I had dealt with this and I honestly don't know how to resolve this now because it is obviously something subconscious.
Any help with this would be appreciated.
asked 08 Jan '15, 10:53
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answered 09 Jan '15, 07:19
well you seams to not want to deal with it and obviously it is not solved for you, so it might be the reason that it keep showing up again. so the universe give you what you need even if you do not know it. even if you say it is very complex all that you say in your question point to avoid, get rid, do not want any more.
take it as you need to learn something from it. since obviously it is not solved for you.
if it would be solved for you that it happens or not would be the same to you.
even if it is something bad or that you do not want or a problem you would know how to deal with it.
if you do not know how to deal with it and it disturb you. then it is not solved for you and if it is not solved it keep popping up again and again.
a good example would be a man that does not know to read, but do not want to admit it so that he can learn and deal with it. he can try to ignore it, get rid of it, not deal with it, even foul himself thinking there is no problem. but each day he will see written stuff book, internet, news paper traffic sign etc... and when someone will ask him what is written well the problem is there again even if he though there was no more problem.
but once it is solved he would say this is written:____.
then that it show up or not would not disturb him at all. since is problem is solved.
answered 09 Jan '15, 06:25