I've been allowing and it's been a huge help for the most part. But I find that when I allow completely that I lash out at people and I find myself acting out on negative impulses no matter how much I try not to act on them.
Today a number of things pushed my buttons and I felt way more bothered by them than I usually do. I regret my behavior and I would like to know why this sometimes happens.
I regret ever feeling entitled to act this way in front of others. I feel like I've hurt myself more than anyone else.
It's like one moment i'm in the flow and the next i'm in a terrible mood. I don't always act the way I did today. Today let let go and trusted completely and it put me in a very agitated state somehow. My fight or flight responses kicked in. And I started absorbing negative energy around me and acted on some of my negative feelings.
I would like some more clarity as to how I was led to what happened. I hope this can turn out for the better. I would appreciate some of your insight.
Thank You Much!
Yes, that often happens when you allow, consciousness is bringing to your attention unresolved feelings in your closest relationships. I would advise you not to get too caught up in the drama that unfolds if possible, and with a daily practice of meditation or spending time in nature (anything that plugs you back into a contemplative connection with yourself), you'll gradually start to see the deeper meaning in those emotional patterns and extract some kind of learning out of it. From an expanded perspective, our issues can be finally seen through and let go of.
Be easy on yourself :)
answered 22 Feb '17, 16:59
If you are seeing this message then the Inward Quest system has noticed that your web browser is behaving in an unusual way and is now blocking your active participation in this site for security reasons. As a result, among other things, you may find that you are unable to answer any questions or leave any comments. Unusual browser behavior is often caused by add-ons (ad-blocking, privacy etc) that interfere with the operation of our website. If you have installed these kinds of add-ons, we suggest you disable them for this website