Lot many changes came in my life. I did accepted all of them. I have now got shifted to one of the most competitive city of india. Where people are extremely professional. I came from small-town. I feel extremely simple and innocent between these people I am living with.
Since few months I have been trying a lot to adjust myself in this city amongst highly practical people, but I am loosing myself, my self worth. People are so dominating here. Of course I am growing somewhere. But, I have forgotten my powers. I am feeling betrayed sometimes. Please suggest me how should I pick myself up.
Sometimes I feel so alone that I feel like dying. I feel I am not self- satisfied and self fulfilled thats why I get irritated.I expect a lot from my husband and when he doesn't gives me attention or when he doesn't talks ,I get irritated. I want to be self dependent emotionally too. How should I be? I feel this is the place where I have shared a lot and I have got wonderful friends too. I feel I will get my answers here.
Hi @supergirl! So nice to see you again.
When I have found myself wanting to reach back to a time when my head was working in a way I liked a lot better, I have found that reading over my own answers here really helps. There's nothing like hearing your own voice describing how things worked for you in the past, to get through to yourself in the present.
You have written so much here that is valuable to all. I'd try taking my own (past) advice. As I say, it has worked very well for me in difficult or especially confusing times.
One other thing. Remember that if where you are is uncomfortable for you, it is not permanent. You will find your way forward, I promise. :) You aren't stuck forever, and there are wonderful discoveries waiting for you along the way. Good luck!
Love, Grace :)
answered 10 Jul '15, 12:01
How should I come back into my supergirlness? What I've observed is that we're all different and different methods suit different people. I can only offer what I would do to get back to my "superness".
The 22 cards of the arcana represent the subjective emotional paths that humans need to know to become complete. If one or more of these paths is not functioning correctly we cannot be completely complete. If this is the case I look at each card in particular and choose the one that I feel most in "disaccord" with, for example suppose it's card n°10 "the wheel of fortune".
I would write the name and number of this card on a small piece of white stiff paper and my prename on another piece of white stiff paper. I now have a witness, a sign, a "signature" the characteristic identity of myself and of the phenomenon I wish to study.
Now to allow myself to study the pathway "wheel of fortune" I would put the two signatures onto the "vortex" graph
As soon as I do this the graph enters into action. All I would do now is observe my thoughts and emotions, anything that strikes my attention and note it all down. The graph can be left in place for as long as wanted, when it finishes it's action it automatically disengages.
answered 10 Jul '15, 10:23
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