A few weaks ago a close family member was in the hospital and was sedated for 2 weeks in a row. Me and those close to me experienced several life times worth of suffering. He finally came out ok. I know that things happen ect.. but I am kind of creeped out by everything around me these days. I've been on and off medication for years and iv'e never had this problem before.
I have a condition but it's possible that I might be transferring from one reality my "My disability" to the other "Being Cured". I've been off my medication for a while, but I've also been doing massive clearing nonstop during the trial. I would like to know how to clear effectively without obcessing about it. I hear that energy clearing is a never ending process and I can't relax because of this.
But I also hear that the past, present and future all happen simultaneously. So maybe this means that if I feel relief then the trial is over.
How ever everytime I felt relief when my father was in the hospital something else came up. The doctors did several scans on the patient and finally he was out within two weeks. I had many sleepless nights trying to feel decent. It was very traumatic.
I'm starting to feel relief now but I keep obsessing over cleaning up the negative energy associated with this event.
My point is that I can't find relief and I keep clearing obsessively worrying about something else happening again with those close to me.
asked 03 Sep '15, 13:15
Hey! From all I know, I think feeling relief is the best thing to do. Don't try to clean up the negative energy because your focus will go ON the negative energy. It doesn't matter if you're trying to eliminate it. Try to focus on feeling better instead. Worrying is actually taking you to the wrong direction. It is going to speed up a manifestation that will cause to worry even more. When I get worried, I usually go to bed and feel as though everything is okay and then sleep off. That works really well for me. From the way this is written, I can kind of guess you're in a hurry to do something about it, well the only thing you need to do is to command the universe to make everything okay and then clear your mind. Engage in something else. Maybe make a drawing or a poster saying "Welcome home!!" or just put on some funny tv show. Change your focus to avoid resistance. The more you try to "clear up", the more trouble you'll have. The best thing to do is surrender to the universe. It's aware of what you want. Try NOT to think about this and do something that makes you feel better. What if it was guaranteed that everything will end up fine? What if it was confirmed that what you want WILL happen? How would you feel? Relieved? Well, tell you what. This is a sign from the universe. >
answered 03 Sep '15, 15:16
the past makes the present and
how one perceives what is
answered 03 Sep '15, 19:15
"If I feel relief does that mean that what I'm going through is almost over?"
I think I could say "Unfortunately, not", "Fortunately, not" and "Yes, of course".
"Unfortunately, not" because the stream is expanding, and when it expands beyond your current alignment, it will bring uneasy feelings again, until you realign again.
"Fortunately, not" because the stream is expanding, and with the new energy, with the new uneasy pre-aligned feelings, it will bring New Happiness, when you realign.
"Yes, of course" because, if this answer feels better, that means it would be your Inner Being's answer, if you'd ask it. Why? Ask it :)
The most important point, I think, is for you to stop trying to make sure the certain outer circumstances / state happen, in order for you to be relieved.
And maybe that's why your Inner Being would say "yes": because when just constantly, in every moment, you find a relief, you're on your way to true freedom, when you define and create, how you feel, whatever happens outside.
Maybe you could try to just tend to the way you feel in the current moment, not trying to change something in your life with it, just finding the path of least resistance inside, tending to your mood in this current moment.
You can start with these simple exercises: 1. Focus delight (general), 3. 3-3-3 (visibility, security, openness), 44. Hero's Journey (with music), and from those that can be easily recommended almost always: 53. Would you rather feel..., 52. Questions for a new week.
Good luck and happy feelingz to you! :)
answered 04 Sep '15, 06:13
in this world of change something is new go through high and low and change until it is over then it start again. if you see only the end as the solution and make it your target if it come back along or something similar you shall have deceive your self. so the best answer is to be aware of what is happening in the present moment and deal with it to the best of your ability, you see every problem as a solution but you need to find those solution. and to find those solution you need to know and be aware about the problem. see those obstacle only as learning process on your journey in this world. and know this once something is learned or understand, if you know what cause this then you take measure so it does not happen again, and if it happens again at least you will know how to deal with it, since you faced that problem before and you know the problem and the solution to the problem.
stop being worry and stop troubling your heart and mind.
So do not worry, saying, 'What shall we eat?' or 'What shall we drink?' or 'What shall we wear?'
Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.
so be aware of the present moment, and use the time imparted to you wisely.
Let there be light, be the light that you can be, experience and enjoy.
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