I had this dream, I was in a familiar house and there was a party down the street during the day, because the sun was out. I walked down the street but something told me not to walk so fast, so i walked cautiously then out of nowhere a guy pulled out this semi-automatic weapon and started shooting into the crowd. I turned around and ran to my grandmothers house, but he got so close that I decided to go through the back door and locked it, then I ran towards the front door to lock it and for some reason it wouldn't lock properly. I gave up and he came into the house, I remember everything about his face. I tried to save my life, he was quite nice looking. I told him I wanted to have sex with him and we had sex almost made love, not what you would expect. He was very quiet he never talked, and I wasn't afraid of him anymore. He caused so much pain to other people I knew, he was always present but unseen like I hid him. I secretly comforted the people involved - this secret** asked 18 Apr '14, 10:49 Ilovetruth718 jaz |
answered 18 Apr '14, 19:53 i4cim2b 1
wow @i4cim2b thanks. It makes so much sense I actually had that dream after me and bf had a fight. It wasn't anything about being a womanizer or cheater, but we are constantly fighting over everything. He has been quite emotionless after a tragedy in his family a few years ago, and that lack of emotion from him causes a lot of our arguments. I think sub consciously I crave some emotion from him which only seems to show itself when conflict arises, so I think that is why i argue.
(18 Apr '14, 23:58)
Ilovetruth718
@Ilovetruth718 "I crave some emotion from him" ... definition of crave; urgent intense desire, a begging need
(19 Apr '14, 04:35)
jaz
@jaz your point. was it to patronize me? I know what I wrote, but yet you didn't give any feedback, so what was your intention?
(19 Apr '14, 08:31)
Ilovetruth718
@Ilovetruth718 I carefully edited your question and added a picture so as to understand it more deeply, the phrase "I crave some emotion" simply struck my attention and resonates with me ... thanks for the feedback for letting me know your feelings, my prime intention is to understand
(19 Apr '14, 10:47)
jaz
@jaz text comes off quite different than speech, maybe me being negative
(19 Apr '14, 22:49)
Ilovetruth718
@Ilovetruth718 expressing how you feel leaves the door open to positive communication, projection closes it resulting in negativity and conflict that manifests itself through silence or aggression ... many people communicate through a crisscross of projections ... thanks for giving me the opportunity to express myself :)
(20 Apr '14, 02:28)
jaz
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