hi..darlinggg,

again a beautiful beautiful post n beautiful pic...thank u.. Even, i am noticing that these days,the traffic on iq has lessed up. Everyytim i visit here,there are same old questions. Well, i didn't come on iq fr few back days cos i had some health issues and my doctor had told me to rest for few days..thts why., but i tell you i cannot live without iq. I missed iq n all of my dear iq frnds so mch. I missed so much that i mentally talked to each one of you specially, u,wade, ursixxx, jaz ,grace ,n almost everyone.

Iq is such a crucial part of my life that i can't explain in words. I am very much addicted to it.even..,in hospital i opened it once n my mom scolded me..hehe..

Well, i am back now again with full enthusiasm ...with my crazy questions that i will post soon.

Love,light n blessings to all of u..

Supergirl :))

I've noticed this too. Could it have something to do with the email alert? Those who use mobile phones might have found this useful to keep IQ conversations going.

Ive been working almost day and night on this awesome website for the past month-2 months that I was hoping to share with u guys until i hit a pretty bad flaw in the sites code and synchronistically have lost my internet as well just recently. I guess its not time for it yet is what the universe is trying to tell me lol.

Anywho, I've missed u guys a bunch so ill be on here more often with my phone, now that my website project has to go on hold for a while :)

I visit every few days... just felt like being a wallflower for awhile, you can really learn a lot from just being an observer sometimes. I may get to a point where I no longer actively participate here, but I will still visit here. I've learned too much and it truly shows in how I live every day of my life. this place is so much more than just a website, and I hope there's tons of people out there really benefiting from it. and there's always something new and interesting... I love it :) hope everyone is doing well!

Summer oh summer, sun and more sun . It has been a great couple of weeks for me! 10 days vacation. Building a new deck (4x7 meters plus),and a week at scout camp too! Finally got a new (to me) cell phone. So I have been sneaking in now and then but not answering ( fat fingers) . This is actually the 1st time I have sat on the pc in about a month. So it will probably be a rainy day or when the kids are back in school until I can really get back into IQ ...
peace

I'll blog about my reduction in activity on the site.

For a solid while now, I feel as if I know enough metaphysical information to sustain me for a long, long time. I got into metaphysics because I was unhappy with my existence, the search for knowledge was a search for happiness.

I reached that goal a while ago, perhaps 6 months ago. I found I was able to sustain my happiness levels despite whatever life threw at me. Things went rocky, put you off balance and there are times when I did feel a solid sadness and life honestly sucked.

As time goes by, I learned to trust myself more than anthing. When I felt bad, the biggest thing that got me through was realising bad emotions are illusury in their stems of existence. Pain is generated via filtered perception. Eventually, to this day, I'm in such a bold and wild state of freedom that I now welcome bad emotions, welcome anything I may possibly find depressing, welcome "the worst that could happen" and overall welcome life. Bashar has been my greatest teacher in restoring my self-confidence and self-love through the idea of being appreciative of bad emotions as they point in a direction to out-dated belief systems. The famous life moto of so, what? rides in my soul.

I am a brand new character. Some may find tragic or puzzling to hear this, but I actually don't even use any of these metaphysical activities, games, or exercises any longer and odds are I probably won't be in the nextcoming future. It's such a grand paradox that for (only a few in comparison to others) years I was wrapped around doing things to make me feel better, and now I can just do so with the decision in my mind. For Nikulas, a huge factor that has seemingly solved nearly every problem in my life was through the liberation of taking full grab of my masculinity. I was a girl inside a mans body, no-wonder I had no girlfriend, no life, no balls, no confidence, no drive...Activating your masculine traits allows you to make firm decisions, take lead in my life, say "Shivai!" with unwavering dominace in your choice. Really tapping into this dropped having the need for others approval, others 'love', others acknolwedgement.

IQ, for this point of time, is an introvertal activity and my life experience is far too extrovertal to be bothered of posting thing. Many people will agree, that when something feels like it's becoming a chore, it's time to move on. I face life with a cocky smile thesedays. I teach others by being of example, and what I am doing is offering to the world what I can offer- my happiness, the skills I have passion about, and being true to myself and going for what I want in life instead of settling for less. My needs appear to get automatically taken care of, everyday I just have fun, and if someone else doesn't like it, or if someone else wants to take me on a petty empathetic trip about "how haaard my life is", then they can get the hell out of my reality. Shivae mate.

When I say my life is great, I actually mean it. I'm sure I will re-visit these ideas at some stage in my life, and they will shine on me with greater clarity, but for now, I get busy with my life and live it up. I get what I want, I enjoy the journey, what is there not to love?!