hi, you can start with:

1.you can start by forgiving your mother, with compassion (she must have learned it some place...)

2.listen to YOU\YOU ARE affirmations of self love (in apposed to I AM affirmations) and you can imagine that an mother angel or your real mother from the sky is speaking.

1. exercise, eat healthy, do things to take care of yourself. commit to yourself before anyone else

4.get knowledge about mirrors, they are just reflections of what inside. feel bad - mirror show you ugly. feel good - you look hot. so just avoid as mush as you can interactions with mirror until you feel better.

1. do things you love.

2. if you fear of being rejected it just means you've rejected yourself for long period of time. so commit to yourself as i was saying and the fear will die out.

3. say 1 thousand times a day to yourself - "i am enough. i am more than enough". im sure you look beautiful. much love

@cancer1206

I am assuming you are a male. If I am wrong correct me.

There is a reference I can link you of a man who is super attractive to me, despite that I am a straight man. Attractive or, magnetising.

He is so to speak, 'conventionally not handsome.' I find him to be one of the coolest dudes ever.

We got Tom Cruise, who, I have never found to be remotely attractive.

.....The more you learn of yourself, the faster you will see you are actually more handsome than you think.

I will await a few days to see if I am allowed to post a video going into detail. I have gotten into Tiktok recently and I find the speaking and visual format useful. I love writing, but in this phase of life I am on the bias for audio.....Whatever....

I give one idea.

When you wake up. Go into mirror. Stand up straight, and say, "I am here. I am alive. I am the man. Let's go."

Existence doesn't make mistakes (Bashar and Osho).

Go and be you. Go and do you. You are here, let's rumble.

God bless. Narizrovye. Nikulasz x

This answer will only help if you fully accept the idea of reincarnation.

The following is a quoted response by psychic medium and reiki master Bonnie Page when asked if she believed in reincarnation:

 We reincarnate many times. Our soul keeps returning to learn many lessons that we ourselves and our team of guides have chosen for us. When a soul decides it is ready to return to the earth plain, it meets with these guides, some of whom have been with them for many lifetimes and some new guides as well. The other group is a council of our elders or master teachers, who help with the process of achieving what our new lessons will be in this earthly time, and how to assist the soul with its return to the earth plain.

We go through the process of looking where our soul could grow and the experiences necessary for our soul’s growth. Your soul wants to experience many different scenarios with families, economic conditions from poor to rich or vice versa, social status, spiritual and individuals’ beliefs. You go through many lifetimes in the hope of spiritual and soul growth.

Your soul’s evolution is looked at, and the planning starts. Figuring out the needs for growth, your guides, teachers and you will look at many scenarios and choose the one that will fit you best. It’s like watching many movies and choosing the one you want to be in.

It’s hard to imagine that we choose the life we are currently in, but that’s the way it works. You chose your parents, siblings, and the circumstances that create your world now. If you look at each adventure or mishap that has happened in your life, you can take on a new outlook. Ask yourself how you can handle each situation, knowing there is a lesson to be learned and you did indeed choose to learn it.

[Wether you want to believe it or not] you choose your body, including what type of body – male or female, handicapped, gorgeous, not-soattractive? All with lessons to learn.

Imagine being a model or actress who is judged by appearance, constantly having to submit to this judgment of onlookers. Maybe the lessons they came with include finding the beauty within themselves and not to be burdened with what others think or say about them.

Imagine wanting to be born with a disability so that you might teach others compassion.

When it’s time to reincarnate is totally up to you. You might wait until your soul family is ready to reincarnate with you. Your soul family can include your parents, siblings, co-workers, family and friends. I know my husband and myself have been together in many lifetimes and in many different scenarios, even one time as my red-headed brother. After my father passed last year, I kept asking the question of why this is the hardest experience I have gone through. My dad was my dad, but we had such an understanding of each other that there was not one moment of unrest with us. Never was I once mad at my father for anything. Hard to believe but we had an all-knowing with each other that never ended. After his passing, I started to ask questions to spirit, and received the answer that we had been through many lifetimes together and would be again. I was certainly here this time to show him the meaning of unconditional love as he was for me.

When we reincarnate, we forget all the other lives we have lived and what lessons we choose for this lifetime, but that’s only so we can have a fresh start this time around and experience all the joy and sorrows that we may encounter for the purpose of our soul’s growth.

Enjoy life and find the joy that is ours. Let go of hurts, anger slowly, and laugh a lot. Earth is just our schoolroom, not where we will live forever.

That pretty much sums it up. Only you can figure out why you chose this life and the body that came with it. All of your past experiences have molded you into the person you are right here right now. If you truly want to love your self, you must begin by accepting yourself as you are. Letting go of the past will go a long way in helping you to that.

For more in depth information about life between lives:

https://www.amazon.com/Life-Between-Lives-Hypnotherapy-Regression/dp/0738704652

And/or any other books by Micheal Newton