I am sorry Grace I would like to try but my memory of my past isn't much there. Jai noticed I do this just about everyday I forget the day before, constantly in the now. I don't know why I do that I just do. It makes it very hard when "Old friends" recognize me from school or something even a few years ago and I have no idea who they are like I am meeting them for the very first time. :-(

I do have bits and pieces of memories maybe I could try to piece together my past if I meditate on remembering, I don't know. Even when Jai says she remembers this or that that we did or said last year! I don't and it can hurt not to because she does remember this and I don't. :-(

Anyway I'll give it a try once I find some worth writing about. :-)

I'm on the same boat with @Wade Casaldi. Often times, I don't remember what I was doing yesterday. And sometimes, someone brings up a memory of something and I'm like 'wow did I do that?'. The guy I used to be, he's gone. I don't even take photos, I get negative energy from looking at old pictures. I prefer to be right now, then any other time.

I enjoy it that way much more.

your myth may be the intuitive
individual resources
yet held at bay from being heard

while your history but the
repository of intellectual
sorting of actions taken

"The myth about myths is that they're myths." Michael Tsarian

"History is the lie commonly agreed upon." Voltaire

"The victor will never be asked if he told the truth." - Adolph Hitler

"The victor will always be the judge, and the vanquished the accused." Hermann Goering

“History is a set of lies agreed upon by the winners." ~ Napoleon

What is a myth? A myth is a story that just might be true, or partly true, or altogether false. Usually, myths contain kernels of truth in them- myths like Robin Hood and King Arthur's Court...even dragons, perhaps. (I like to think that there used to be huge lizards that human beings sought to both kill and tame and fly...It's a nice myth!.)

History is supposed to be the truth of events in the past. But often, especially in war, the victor writes the history. But our own histories we sometimes alter, especially if we are ashamed about what we might have done...

So, I could write my myth, or my history- either way, no one really has the absolute truth about what happened...even me. I have found out things that happened to me in the past that would horrify you, and make you afraid to let your children run free...but can I prove beyond a shadow of doubt that this happened? Only by the fact that I developed Multiple Personalities; you usually don't get that from making cookies with Mom.

In the end, I have discovered recently, all that really matters is what I do with N-O-W! The past is truly gone and becomes myth, at least as far as other people are concerned...I cannot produce my Straight-A report card from fourth grade, but I did have one. But to you, it will end up being a story. Perhaps a nice story, but just a story.

I believe we all create a sort of living myth about ourselves...a Persona by which we live, sometimes to our detriment. Those ideas about ourselves are hard to change. I am about to do just that; I am terribly out-of-shape and I am soon going to join the local YMCA and swim and swim...This is going to blast away at my personal myth that I am not a strong person. But I am going to try anyway. I want to look gorgeous someday (in body, at least). I would love to have abs like Wade! (But don't tell him that! TeeHee!)

It is important to look at our personal myths, and see what we do not like.

Only then can the future be better than the past.

Peace,

♥Jaianniah♥